Why the Hell am I Up so Late?

Heh, cuz this site was so stale that I was woefully ashamed of it.

Ok so that's only a half-truth.  The rest of the story is that a tight-knit group of friends I belong to is having something of a falling out.  I don't know all the dynamics of who said what to whom and why everyone is so hurt.  What I do know is that I love these people, and in a really short span of time, I have begun to feel really close to them.  Now some of us are hurt and some of us are confused, and god knows I don't know what to do about it.

I keep a vigilant watch over that little piece of my windows toolbar dedicated to email notification.  I've got at least three Netscape windows open just in case one of my sweeties decides to show up on one of our avenues of chat.

When did I get so dependent?  I can't make it through one twenty-four hour period without a word from my mates?  What happened to me?

Right now I am falling asleep in place.  It's after 4 am.  I gotta take my kid in for a checkup in the morning.

Should you come for a peek, I love you my precious ones.  More than you might guess.