Liaisons  Well, I did what was necessary.  I had that talk with the person mentioned in Verge of Tears, about working so hard for nothing, about dreams that don't come true, about how long somebody can hang on with nothing but promises to show for it.   I hadn't realized we'd been at this a year.  A whole goddamned year.  The disappointment is staggering.      Yes this is starting to sound like another whiny entry, what am I gonna do?      I'm gonna tell ya the good stuff, that's what.      Ok, uhm, well I am getting back into AW again, I mean the social aspect.  Actually seeing and talking to the friends I've missed so badly while workin myself crazy.  I have been hanging out in AWGZ and AWGate, turned on my ICQ for the first time in ages, with the "away" sign down and evrything.  I'm claiming my life back, my social life, my recreational life.  I needed my network of friends and it's been a hurt to me to be without them. The welcome I am receiving is really heartwarming.      Already new possibilities are popping up.  For instance, a reference page of world developers is needed, so that more in that arena can get done.  It won't take long, I can do that.  There also needs to be a kind of bulletin board for people to announce social functions and special events, etc.  I think a form might be just the thing.      Hopefully, I'll be seeing my lover on Monday.  That will be a tremendously good thing, cuz I am sooooooo terribly needy just now.      Wish I'd hear something from my star dancing partner, my butterfly, my fellow Aquarian.  I shouldn't hold my breath though.  But I probably will.  -- Spring